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The Party

by The Hobby

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1.
The Party 02:04
Abandon all hope, those who enter the lions' den It's ready to drive, all you need is a pen Sign across the dotted lines, adventure back from the pines And I swear that I'll live in the party As we pass the stop signs and warning lights The orange is refracted across the windshield tonight In the cold of the moon, as the icicles are in bloom It's clear I'll never win this fight We open the door as the satellites crash into the ground, they're gone in a flash As the world is spinning and the TV is flickering I swear I'll never enjoy the party I promise that you're thinking of somebody else When you tap me on the shoulder and beg me to help "You shouldn't ask me for favors, 'cause I'm not your savior" Laments to the blissfully deaf Now she's vomiting on the bathroom floor In between cries for "something more" The blood and the sweat mix with morning regret And I swear I won't return to the party But I take in too much as I criticize the dream And listen to you question who I used to be You can barely see anything through the layers of apathy And I swear I won't return from The Party.
2.
Ambulance 03:57
A faith in love, a match in the centerpiece of my living room, while I beg for acceptance from the flames, as the smoke sends me into a daze The empty knocks on the wall, the cracks along the surface of reality, where everything is never as it seems So Take my sense, and throw me down in the deepest caves of paranoia and fear of everything that's left unknown I might not make it back home tonight The faces in the dark can see into my lying eyes But I'm not so sure, not so sure anymore That the ambulance will come and save me from my words The mirror never lies when there's someone standing behind you all the time, waiting for you to turn your back and close your eyes I'm struggling to fight off sleep as my fear will hide like wolves among the sheep, but through the sinking ship, my head is playing games with me So Take my head, and let me drown in the deepest seas of paranoia and fear of everything that's left unknown So I can't open my mouth, I can't make a sound 'cause everything just manifests from the inside (Just as dogs go barking in the alleyway It's hard for me to get mad at all the things they say 'cause this is a bed that I made And I can't sleep in it or try to escape) I might not make it back home tonight The faces in the dark can see into my lying eyes 'cause I'm not so sure, not so sure anymore That the ambulance will come and save me from my words.
3.
Hole 03:54
I trusted songs sung by liars lungs in an attempt to wrap me in love Maybe the problem was never the crowd, but instead was divine intervention from above I thought that waking up would bring a brand new day, but it seems I fell asleep a year too late As you take my hand and leave me at the gate, a kiss from a familiar face The grapevines on my fence outside are brown with faded twigs Blocking off the backyard from the street, making distant connections with the alley Where we ran as kids above cracking leaves, before the dream was dead in its frozen sleep I didn't wanna be that hole in your head, when you dream about what used to be, asleep in your bed Now the smoke is all around you, and in the orange glow lays the fires of the friendships I thought would shift and mold In the house of the free, in the palm of your hand lays the only common concept you'll never understand In the dead of the night, in the heat from the war of drained captains running home in defeat A cold night in a dim-lit room helps to curb your interest in the things that you do Under stars of the ignored and ceilings of sweat sits the ghost of the moment that you'll always forget As you take a pull and you swim in the brine of every empty decision and every faked line But off to the side on the wall, there's a sign A warning of our lost time Do you wonder how it felt to be the deer in the headlights along the frozen highway past Mile 99? Family forgotten in the flash of the instant where metal hit skin and went skidding on the floor Go to sleep with your loved ones, your dead-end prayers, your incoherent words left blissfully unaware Sleep in the flames of your burning regret and stab me in the heart with your sharpened bayonet When they laid your body down to rest, all I felt was bitter disappointment that I never said anything, what everything meant The deepest regret, that you could've helped me fix this problem, but instead: On the tombstone marked the anniversary where everything fell apart And moving into this hole I should've known from the start.
4.
Twenty 03:42
Pine for days of ballroom halls, where afterwards you'd go and spread your life out in the car, and crash before you hit the bar You lack the motivation to chase a spark that ignites the flame in your heart A replacement to keep you warm in the dead of the coldest winter Perpetually stuck at seventeen, while you make your home in a ditch at twenty So you live for the nights that you won't remember, just like you did this past December It took a few hours just to realize we have nothing in common after years of getting this right Until your spirit dies with the nights you won't get back inside Sing your songs of dead remorse, while you send your videos into dead air and wait for the alcohol to run it's beaten course Around the racetracks inside your brain, processed by memories, it's all the same If you think about the "good old days," has anything really changed? Forever chasing the teenage dream, this lack of responsibility In anything that you could ever say or try to mean So click your heels and wish for home, and pen your words into your phone 'cause you can break all your rules or spend the night all alone You shouldn't miss the nights like these where you're smiling all the way to The Party And close the door of the hotel room between the dunes (I swore you'd never change when I left for The Coast Although you'd think a year later would have some news to report And I thought that I'd miss you when you were silent for months Until conveniently you came around when everything was looking up I planned simple phrases out around in my head Until I realized that everything was better unsaid Now there's nothing I can do for you and nothing to say The price to pay.) ((I don't know you And I don't want to))
5.
Ambition 04:32
You're falling asleep on your best friend's couch In the house where the wildlife tries to get out The conversation continues downstairs As you're tied up and beaten in this desolate chair Take me back to where the night all began Smiling faces and smoke beneath the ceiling fan Different cells, we're spending time by ourselves As she joins me on the deck, and she says, "Do you ever go out at night and stare at the stars And wonder why you're not passed out in the back seat of your car? Cause even when you're so far from home, you're never alone, But once everyone's gone, you'll fail to move on." All faith is lost as we cross the threshold to the living room Nervous and afraid, unable to sleep for days Because the fires in my head make a path to the bed Where she takes my hand and pushes me away We stumble out through the door to the dirt outside You could watch the light bounce off the windows as she cries, "When are you gonna learn that all that you have tried to grow and build wasn't what you meant when you wanted to be fulfilled?" "Do you ever go out at night and stare at the stars And wonder why you're not passed out in the back seat of your car? Cause even when you're so far from home, you're never alone, But once everyone's gone, you'll fail to move on." (I make my way inside this house of debauchery and sin As the holiest one here tears the threading in his skin They sit on the back porch, their silhouettes form into one The faint hum of music repeating inside the sun) She's sleeping in the guest room down the hall Wiping her memory of a digital love Done with a chemical art, feigned from the start I'll never find the answers needed by my selfish heart "Do you ever go out at night and stare at the stars And wonder why you're not passed out in the back seat of your car? Cause even when you're so far from home, you're never alone, But once everyone's gone, you'll fail to move on." "You're falling asleep on your best friend's couch Just like you did when you were trying to get out What you lack in ambition you make up in things that never came true, And all of this is why I could never love you." (I swore I'd never leave when we climbed into the pit Of dismal intentions and crimes to commit Now the blankets wrap around you and kiss you goodnight Like you said from the beginning, "you'll never win this fight") (Take me back before the night Lead me shivering towards the light Loneliness pushes in the pins In this shell that I'm living in)
6.
Pure 04:56
I'll say almost anything to prove I'm not a mistake, that we can still make the most of our time, while my friends are in the laundry room going over their lines for their deceiving play on words, that they feed to the birds, that they lock in their cage I know that the sun is rising over the hill, but in the morning will you be there still? Bloodshot eyes and memories of ruined nights and wistful dreams But who will I be when I wake up from this disease? 'cause you are the virus that's been pumping into the heart of me My towers of collapsed dreams, and makeshift hope, and perfect symphonies Cracking the sky with tendrils from their knowing eyes Boxspring prayers to deafened gods who turn the TV volume up All the while the jackals run their mouths, cackles lost in the sound Tectonic plates of paper plans all jumbled up by cracking hands They seem to speak the truth, that I will ruin you Bloodshot eyes and memories of ruined nights and wistful dreams But who will I be when I wake up from this disease? 'cause you are the virus that's been pumping through my cells With your antidotes and secrets that you're dying to sell Your mascara is smudged as you start pacing the room Along the avenues of romance in the AM gloom As the lights in the hall stay true (We'll love until the crosses form Along the walls of bedframes' view We'll love until the air is pure) My tongue contorts in distant metaphors And we're sitting on the courtroom steps I always wanted to adore The security in the second guess And the leaves start their descent from the branches above Where I find out what it means to never be loved Struggle to find meaning in the warmest of fires In search of the purest feeling Bloodshot eyes and memories of ruined nights and wistful dreams But who will I be when I wake up from this disease? 'cause you are the virus that's been pumping through my cells With your antidotes and secrets that you're dying to sell As she lays down in bed, she moves to stare at her phone In the twilight of the churches that're overgrown With vines of distant flowers that confirm that we're alone I'll say almost anything to prove I'm not a mistake, that we can still make the most of our time, before the sun starts to rise I'll change convictions to give a certain allure, ignore that what we had should have stayed pure.

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"The Party" is a smaller, second installment in this storyline I have going on. Directly continuing from "I Made", this EP is about knowing you cause the problems you face, and not doing anything about it.

Thanks:
Everyone who was a positive motivator for me during the writing process of this project. Hopefully you know who you are
Thanks Luke for making the sick pic dude

Lastly, if you want to read more about the songs, here's a link to Genius: genius.com/albums/The-hobby/The-party

Thanks for jamming.

credits

released February 10, 2017

Gabe Massey - everything audible
Major thanks to Luke Strahm for the sick media, check out his Youtube here: www.youtube.com/channel/UCTcOQmCbXRpBAt3xyebiqpQ

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